so, first. my mum woke me up bcos of some fb problem.

thn, i was forced to pack abit of the room. aft, i got ready to send my grandma, keagan & his parents.

blahblahblah.

i started crying for almost nth @ t3. yes, i cried, really hard. idek why. i just cried. i ran to the toilet & cried like a fucktard. hmm, & my mum thought it was my dad who made me cry so she kinda told him off, but wtv. idc. i just cried th fuck out. & i was very emotional even aft i stopped. the tears kept coming. i didn't knw why. guess this is why i hate puberty.

ate & stuff.

sent grandma in & went to ikea to buy stuff to pack my things. D:

went home, packed everything.

ordered macs & ate.

packed somemore.

mum was very pissed off since laura bought 'useless' things. scolded like some fuck.

pack somemore.

& i'm here typing everyt.

seriously missing my grandma ald. can't imagine 10days w/o her seh.

living hell is starting larh, kay? fml, just fml.

i was damn emo the whole day larh. i really wanted to jump off the building okay. fuck my life.

i'm tearing as i'm typing these.

really damn sick of this life. i feel so useless larh. it's like i'm not smart, i'm not good in anyt. i'm not successful in anyt larh. fuck.

really wish that when i sleep & wake up, everyt is not like what it is..

so, today, i finally exploded. all that i tried so hard to hold & keep in me... hais. wtv. MLIA.

ending here, see you soon.

-chickenduck. 101106.